Thursday, December 15, 2011


Dear lifeylife...

Rasa bererti skit kehidupan arini.
Walau palpitating a bit dr td till now.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Coffee break

Dear lifeylife...

Coffee break seminar kesehatan kerja! Coffee break without the coffee. Ironic!

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Grilled pari with sambal

Dear lifeylife...

Yummeh! Tummy is so happy n satisfied right now.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Breakfast for dinner...

Dear lifeylife...

Toast, mushroom scrambled egg, and mushroom black pepper gravy(lebihan buat chicken chop last friday)

Yum to the meh!!!

Saturday, November 26, 2011


Dear lifeylife....

"DOCTORS are being scorned for being late with diagnosis, yet they are holding their bladder because they don't have time to use the restroom, starving because they missed lunch, being peed on, puked on, bled on & are missing their family while taking care of yours. They lack sleep yet are willing to stay awake for you and for your families. They may even be crying for you. In the minute you read this, doctors all over the world are saving lives."

I rest my case...
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Breakfast is the most important meal of the day

Dear lifeylife...

This is my breakfast for today
Nutella-peanut butter sandwich...

Bread from indonesia...
Peanut butter from malaysia...
And nutella from germany...


Hawa Tasniem

Happy birthday my manjaku. U r now 16 years old. A great number with a great responsibility. Be good. Be great. I love u so very much and my prayers will always be with u... Tc.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Those times when life was simpler...

Dear lifeylife...

I miss those times...
When everything was simpler...
When the only expectations were for u to be cute, drink ur milk n poo.. Haha~
When taking few steps then fall on ur ass meant so much..
And when mumbling an cooing sound u made were like a sound of a nightingale...
Life was simple back then...

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Ptyriasis versicolor

Dear lifeylife...

Lama da ek tak update blog.
Nah amik dermatology case sbijik.
Ke u nak venereology case?

Till then...


Tuesday, October 18, 2011

D & V...

dear lifeylife....

dermatology and venereology department
not to my liking
not my cup of tea or coffee or orange juice or watever
no no no and no
tak suke tau!


tapi masuk kerja lambat
balik awal
takde oncall
xde dying patients
ayuh kite enjoy sahaja cycle ini!

Saturday, October 15, 2011

It's 15th Oct again

Happy 25th birthday u...
May all ur dreams come true
And ur life be filled with love and happiness....

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Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Iv line

Dear lifeylife....

Lesson to be learned. Next time if I need to set an iv line for a patient, I'll do it extra careful. Coz now I know how it felt like.. ;))

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Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Happy moments

Dear lifeylife....

Adalah sngat happy bile time tengah sengkek, tibe2 terjumpe sekeping duit rm50 dlm poket seluar.

‎​​​ ‎​اَلْحَمْدُلِلّه
*senyum lebar2*
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Friday, September 23, 2011

Post-call v.2

Dear lifeylife....

Time postcall, kene pandai2 curik masa utk tdo. If not u'll get cranky. Rujuk posting blog sebelum ini... Sekian terima kasih!!

Oh btw! Me(and my other besties) have officially became proud mommies da today! Juliana da melahirkan one cute baby boy! ‎​​​ ‎​اَلْحَمْدُلِلّه....

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Sunday, September 18, 2011


dear lifeylife....

post-call syndrome...

Thursday, September 1, 2011

selamat hari raya!
eh da raya ke berapa neh?
maaf la saya sibuk menikmati hari raya
ok random!

maaf zahir batin ek kalau ada salah silap

Saturday, August 13, 2011

ilani, please take note!

dear ilani...

tolong buatkan saya rumah seperti gambar di bawah ini
rasa nye kat Pulau Redang buleh
nnt awa mintok tanoh sutir ngan atok(kuikui~)

sekian terima kasih!

Sunday, August 7, 2011

of beauty....

dear lifeylife...

some things, are meant to be beautiful
effortless beautiful....

.::. mahu macaroon satu tong!

Saturday, August 6, 2011

kultum(kuliah tujuh minit)

dear lifeylife...

td selepas solat isya sementara tunggu nak solat tarawikh, imam tu ade kasi kuliah 7minit(dont ask me why '7 minit' coz i oso dont know=))
he said, manusia makhluk berakal, oleh itu manusia ade lupa.
if tgh solat and tiba2 kita lupa kita berada di rakaat ke berapa, maka ambil lah rakaat yang terkecil
which means, if kita tak sure either rakaat 3 or 4, so teruskan lah solat seperti kita dalam rakaat 3, dan pada tahiyat terakhir, lakukan lah sujud sahwi....

hal yang diterangkan tadi dilakukan pada solat yang telah ditetapkan rakaatnya contohnya solat fardhu. kalau solat yang tidak ditetapkan rakaat nya, contohnya solat tarawikh, tak perlu lah nak tambah rakaat lagi, so boleh solat seperti biasa sahaja. if nak tambah rakaat pun boleh sebagai penyempurna solat.


.::. i mmg tatau pasal mende ni so im very happy that he talked about it=)

Friday, July 29, 2011

Patient's name: hawa fatihah...

Dear lifeylife...

Hye! Saye seorang doktor, n saye xsihat sngat arini. Iye betul, doktor juge kadang2 sakit. Huhu~

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Thursday, July 28, 2011


dear lifeylife....

im at the most confusing phase of my life
seems that my life is filled with uncertainty now
i know i know
its just a phase
it'll pass by soon
very soon
oh my dear heart
please be strong for the time being eh?
im begging u
just dont hurt urself more that it is now okey?

keep on smiling dear
it might be the best u can do right now

Friday, July 22, 2011

ini comel!

dear lifeylife....

sape nak kawin next???
buat la door gift mcm ni!

saye janji saye jd org yg paling awal sampai kat majlis wedding anda
siap tolong bagi2 kan door gift utk tetamu2 anda!
*big grin*

Thursday, July 21, 2011

who's the cutest?

dear lifeylife...
senyum lebar2!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

thank you....

dear emak and abah,

for all the air that i breathed for the past 25 years
i thank u

for every heart beat that pumped blood trough my body
i thank u

for all the the first little steps u helped me take on my 1st year of life
i thank u

for all the tears that u shed from my face
i thank u

for every second of my whole life
i thank u

thank u for the warm womb u let me stayed in for 9 months
thank u for those painful pushes u took to welcome me to this world
thank u for the sleepless nights u stayed to feed me
thank u for every tiny weeny ridiculous thing u dealt with me


i know it will never be enuf
i know even if i try
the most i can give back to u would be the least of all the things dat u've done to me
but i promise i will try the best i can

i want u to know i am so grateful for the past 25 years of my life
i am so lucky to have u as my parents
i hope u'll keep on praying for me
so dat i'll be a better person
a better muslimah
a better daughter
a better sister


Friday, July 15, 2011

I'm fine..

Dear lifeylife....

The average person tells 4 lies a day, and the most common lie is: "I'm fine."

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Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

World! I'm going to be okey! I promise...

Dear lifeylife...

For the time being, I'm just gonna use the 1st and the last fingers. To tell the world dat I'm going to be just fine. I promise...

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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Wordless Wednesday

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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Scaling gigi

Dear lifeylife....

One thing dat u shuld know, scaling tu ngilu weh! Siyes xtipu!

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Sunday, June 26, 2011

saya sayang emak saya

dear lifeylife....

mak u really made my day goes berbunge3 gumbire lah mak!

Saturday, June 25, 2011

fresh from the oven

dear lifeylife...

kak nani...
ni baru fresh from the oven
.::. when the picture was taken, the baby must be around 15minutes old..

paed selesai!

dear lifeylife...

jerit kegembiraan kuat2
paed sudah selesai!
we are now pediatricians!!!

i da pandai pegang babies
makcik2 yg nak masuk meminang, silekan la~

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Oncall perina lagi dan lagi...

Dear lifeylife...

Smlm I stayed up until 3am settle kan status patient ujian. Sbb today I kne exam patient. Pastu tibe2 kene coverkan colleague oncall arini coz die kene exam patient die tomorrow. And unfortunately, oncall arini xsetenang oncall 2 hari lepas. Td pg ade baby apnea(stopped breathing) and we cpr-ed for more then 1 hour. Baby tu kembar. The bigger baby yg apnea. The smaller one still bertahan. Tonite at around 7, the bigger one tu apnea lg, then akhirnye meninggal. At the same time the smaller one started having difficulty to breath. Its gonna be a very loonngg loonngg nite tonite!

Ps: ni kaki the smaller baby. Kecik kan?
Ps lg: nak tdo kejap tp xle sbb kne observe baby yg critical every 30 mins. Mata da rabak!

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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

I need a hug...

Dear lifeylife..

Go to Interesting don't u think?
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Sunday, June 12, 2011

im not tired

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Testing 123...
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how they grow...

dear lifeylife...

oh adik2 ku
kak long tunggu korang lahir mcm tunggu emas jatuh dr langit!
7 tahun menyingle xbest woooo!!
now semua org da besor panjang(lebar?)
jd adik2 yg baik okeh?
nnt kak long da kaya raye nnt kak long kasik supply eskim unlimited kat korng

once upon a time, 2005
once upon a time, 2010
pesanan panaja: bile nak exam mule wat mende2 aneh contohnye korek2 folder gambar zaman ntah bile. ;-l

Saturday, June 11, 2011

a girl can dream...

dear lifeylife...

heart warming...
a girl's life seems perfect if she found a guy that can do anything everything beyond watever to please his girl..

hey a girl can dream and its not a sin aite?

pesanan penaja: dont put such high expectations la tapi. jatuh tergolek meleleh2 air mata nnt. buahahah!

Sunday, June 5, 2011


dear lifeylife....

smlm oncall yang tenang di perina ward
cute babies oh cute babies laalaalaa~

had a superbly unproductive post-call sunday
like i always said, post-call syndrome --> hyper-tido-isme
but today was beyond acceptation
end up waking up feeling soooo stressful
ah watever
salah sendiri rite*otak ligat carik alasan utk diri sdiri*
buuuut i had such a hard-core on-call schedule for the past 3 weeks
kerja for 14 days straight with night shift 36 hours every 2 days for almost 3 weeks and 24 hours sunday shift 2 weeks in a row is a little bit too much for me. for me yg pemalas ni la ;p

heh watever la
will finish my pediatric cycle in 3 weeks bebeh!
nomore screaming babies oyeh!
nomore stubborn parents oyeh!
nomore small legs kicking me whenever i want to put the small stethoscope onto their small chest!
nomore morbilli+bronkopneumonia, nomore diarrhea+dehydration, nomore anemia+undernourished, nomore febrile seizures, nomore DSS, nomore encephalitis morbilli, nomore cyanotic babies.... nooomooooree!!(for now at least)

but i'll be missing all those sweet smiles, innocent faces.
bak kate Dr Yani, babies yg bersih tanpa sepalit dosa tu membawa ketenangan pada kite
ok not all. coz screaming babies definitely mmbuatkan i tak tenang. ngeh3~

tembamness that somehow sent a pinch of happiness to my empty soul

Sunday, May 8, 2011

sleeping baby

dear lifeylife...

i coped well with children...
yes! i might probably survive this cycle quite well

.::. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mommies out there...

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

of kids

dear lifeylife....

proud mommy with one gemok baby or..

being with babies are cool
i mean, not when they were screaming at the top of their lungs
u'll definitely keep telling ur self, " i HATE u kids!"

but when they were calmly sleeping
or giving u one of their shy smiles
or innocently looking at u with their big round eyes
u'll quickly change ur mind and say "i'll might probably survive this.."

proud mommy with six skinny babies..
.::. asah skill jd mommy.. kuangkuang~

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

injit-injit semut....

dear lifeylife...

let us be like ants...
no matter how busy they are, they never fail to stop and greet their friends along the way...


hey friend, im busy but i still wanna know,
how are u doing?

oh good to hear u r doing just fine,
i'll get back to work now but i'll miss u..

Saturday, March 26, 2011

cheesy wedges!!!

dear lifeylife....

here in indonesia, the kfc does not provide cheesy wedges
and that is such a stomach torture for me
coz i love cheesy wedges so very much

so nak tak nak
i have to make a batch my own self!!!

a batch of potato wedges
more like an army of them

what are u laughing at eh cow!
i'm sure he's laughing at how lame i looked ruining my own diet program!
well at least the calcium is high
say NO to osteoporosis people!

there goes my diet!

oh please forgive me dear 'dieting program'
i'll get back to u soon!
very sooooooonn

and im still craving for sushi?!
ade cacing ke dlm perut neh??

dah selesai makan
rasa marah pd diri sdiri

Monday, March 14, 2011

and my heart skipped a beat

dear lifeylife....

walking alone along the very small path in the very dark and chilling night was a wake-up slap for me
then my heart skipped a beat
after an eventful month, now i'm all alone once again
lonely miserable me

Monday, February 14, 2011

nak wind turbine sebijik letak lam bilik wat kipas

dear lifeylife...

rasa nak menjerit ke-excited-an!
oh! masih dalam sesi bloghop, walau masih besok oncall-ketuk-kepala-snirik-kat-dinding-lalu-kejang-dan-pingsan-so-esok-tak-payah-oncall sama seperti entry sebelum ini!!!
tp sbb over excited thus the 2nd entry of the nite*blah la ko oncall!!*

i found this article bout wind turbine kat malaysia to be specific kat terengganu to be specific kat besut to be specific kat pulau perhentian kecil
(myb i sngat2 ketinggalan zaman. berzaman2 jugak la sbb tarikh article tu 2007, tp sbb slama ni i mmg dok indo so sile lah abaikan dan biarkanlah diri ini menikmati perasaan excited ini!!)

nape nak excited lebih2 u might ask?

first and foremost sbb... sbb i org terengganu to be specific i org besut! so i rase i ade hak nak rase excited bagai!
besut maju wooo!!*hahahhahha*

secondly, because i looooffff wind turbines so very much
when i visited germany, when we traveled across the country on trains, mostly for 4-5 hours and even more, i kept myself awake looking outside the window for a glimpse of the wind turbines. i find them very beautiful and elegant form afar...
rase nak amik sebijik letak blakang rumah!

tibe2 rase nak stop menaip sekarang dan pegi cuci baju
yes i mmg aneh!

dear lifeylife....

bloghop, walau besok oncall-ketuk-kepala-snirik-kat-dinding-lalu-kejang-dan-pingsan-so-esok-tak-payah-oncall!
terjumpe dis one entry about this one lady
in one of her entry:

Peliklah. Sejak kahwin kan, saya rasa kewangan saya lebih baik berbanding sebelum kahwin tau. Padahal dah kahwin ni lagi banyak tanggungan. Awak, rumah, bil air bil elektrik.. Belum campur yuran belajar lagi. Tapi saya rasa financial saya macam lebih baik..

Iye? Baguslah macam tu :)

Hmm.. Maybe sebab saya dapat berkat tanggung anak dara orang kot.

Kelakarlah teori beliau. Teori aku pula, mungkin rezeki yang diperolehi setelah menjalin hubungan yang halal adalah lebih berkat, Wallahualam..


saye rase itu sngat suwit
anda rase?

.::. suwit muit terkuit-kuit~
.::. selawat ke atas Nabi bersempena hari keputeraan Rasul junjungan kita..amin
بِســمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمآللّهُمَ صَلّیۓِ ۈسَلّمْ عَلۓِ سَيّدنَآ مُحَمّدْ وَ عَلۓِ آلِ سَيّدنَآ مُحَمَّدٍ

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

a billion, trillion, zillion, jillion, gazillion and umptillion

dear lifeylife....

i might not have a billion, trillion, zillion, jillion, gazillion and umptillion of money to give to u...
i have none...
i cant give u any of that
but all i can give to u is a pack of fresh red blood cells from my own vein
it might cost more than all the money that u can think of
it might cost u a life
a second chance to breath the air
another opportunity to fight for a living
another reason to be thankful to Good Almighty Allah

use it well my dear...
use it well...

Monday, January 17, 2011

tick tock tick tock...

dear lifeylife.....

one day
post oncall
in a bus
on the way back from the hospital
desperately trying to keep the eyes wide open
saw a woman and her little girl
may be 6 or 7 years old
she kissed her child's hair
trying to inhale all the innocent-ness of her princess very deeply into her lung
and the little girl looked up to her mommy and smile
the sweetest smile ever

and my tummy churn...
oh dear biological clock
please tick a little less fast

Sunday, January 2, 2011

planet earth turns slowly...

dear lifeylife.....

"I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems"

oh alangkah bestnye if masih bercuti
esok da kene keje
and lebih hebat lagi may be kene trus oncall

g tdo sana!

.::. itu lirik lagu Fireflies.. saye suke!