Tuesday, September 28, 2010


dear lifeylife....

malam ni incik khar fly balik ke germany!
selamat terbang wahai incik!!
jgn sedey2 okeh?
ckp kat ma kite u suh jgn sdey2 sngat
nnt kite jumpe lagi
xlama da kan?
and we have a very bigbigbig plan coming up on our next meeting aite?

see u again incik khar!
have a safe flight!!

toodles!

Monday, September 27, 2010

communication skills....

dear lifeylife....

instead of simply say this:

bapak, saya khuatir urine retention yg bapak alami sekarang adalah disebabkan oleh benign prostatic hyperplasia(BPH) sebagai differential diagnosis drp urolithiasis sbb pada usia bapak, mmg sering terjadi BPH. jadi saya harus melakukan pemeriksaan rectal touche jd saya harap bapak dpt berikan kerjasama....


i have to say this:

bapak....**eerrr-ing for awhile sbb mencari ayat yg sesuai**
di dalam perut bawah bapak itu ada organ yang namanya prostat, sebesar ini(lalu cik dokter wat gaya tangan kira2 sebesar normal prostate), ditengah2 organ ini, dilalui oleh salur kencing pak. pada usia bapak, organ ini bisa membesar dan mengeras lalu menjepit salur kencing bapak. makanya bisa mnyebabkan bapak ga bisa kencing selain dari kemungkinan adanya batu buli(bladder). jadi saya harus melakukan pemeriksaan pada bapak untuk membuktikan bahawa masalah kencing bapak ini disebabkan oleh prostat yang membesar dan mengeras atau bukan.

karena organ itu di dalam**hela nafas panjang** jadi saya harus mencoba untuk merabanya dari dalam pak. caranya saya harus memasukkan tangan saya ke, maaf ya, lubang d*b*r bapak. tp bapak ga usah kawatir, ga sakit koq bapak. mungkin agak tidak nyaman tapi sebentar sahaja koq pak.... saya minta kerjasama bapak ya.......**hela nafas panjang lagi**

yes! bukan senang nak explain mende kat patients, esp mende yg agak sensitive mcm ni, lagi laaa kene hati2 mengexplain nye (=,=')

P/S: 2-3 hari lepas blogspot menggile ke ar? asal i xle bkak?

Sunday, September 19, 2010

14 sept 2010....

dear lifeylife...

aritu yg sibuk dok counting bagai tu sbb ni lah...
menjalani aktiviti merisik tanya...

sebentuk cincin, selembar sutera...
from him

kuih raya, fruits and cake...
from her

suke gambar ni walau sume muke macam org cacat!

both families got to know each other

hari ni dah mula kerja kt department surgery
oh best!
babai!

Saturday, September 11, 2010

3days to go!! am i ready???


dear lifeylife....
selamat hari raya(ke-2) semua!!
saya baru nak balik kampung ni
packing sahaja belum!

eerrmm....
walau jauh dr family smlm was categorized as very nice
solat eid kat padang depan poliklinik rs marzoeki mahdi with the locals
balik g breakfast at Otha's rumah sewa, dijemput her land lord la kan takkan menjemput diri sdiri plak. menu: ketupat eaten with gulai kambing, semur sapi and gulai asam lidah(obviously takkan saye sentuh le kan.. huuhuu)>>> sedap!!

later beraya kt my rumah sewa plak. the land lord ajak makan lagi. menu: ketupat eaten with rendang daging, ayam sambal hijau, sambal kentang with hati and petai..>>> sedap!!! nyum3~
ade jugak itek goreng and ape ntah lagi, terlalu bnyak tak termakan semua...

abis makan2 pagi, ke icu utk bertugas.........
boring! tertdo-tdo berkerja dengan giat!!

ptg ke rumah petugas anestesi, pak Awan yg oncall with me and Otha. menu: ketupat eaten with opor ayam, rendang daging, and emping belinjau.>>>sedap!!!

next ke rumah konsulen yg baik hati, dr Eri SpAn! makan lagi! menu: ketupat with rendang daging, kuah rebung buluh dan macam2 jenis lauk yg sedap smpai tak larat da nak makan!>>sedap sedap seeedaappp!!

alhamdulillah...
walau jaauuuuhh dr keluarga, still gumbira and kenyang!

eerrr...
flight pkul 745mlm jap ag!
now still di bogor
packing start pun lom ag neh
apekah apekah???!!
dr bogor naik bus damri stright to bandara soekarno hatta jakarta
and will take more or less than 2hours
now kol 1248pm da
kol 3 gerak ke tempat bus damri sempat kot ek????

ps: apa dengan 3days to go? will tell u later lah ek! bile da settle sumenye!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

single pink love...


dear lifeylife...

mahu cake seperti ini untuk hari tersebut!
ayuh berangan!

source: here

Saturday, September 4, 2010

sleep baby sleep...

dear lifeylife...

xsempat pape, sedar2 da nak dekat raya..
hayoooo...
sibuk putting people to sleep bfore the surgeries..
being an anesthesiologist is rather cool but full of risk
i enjoyed it very much tho
walaupun oncall kadang tu selang sehari selama seminggu stright dan asek kene melepek kat icu yg bnyak nyamuk tu
saye tetap gumbire
kate mak, "ikhlas bantu org susah"
baik mak!!

semalam mase oncall, ade surgery cito
mule2 katenye suspect acute appendisitis pada a 3months pregnant woman
rupe2nye bukan acute appendisitis namun ectopic pregnancy pada the mommy's right fallopian tube...
everything went well
we put her under regional anesthetic tru subarachnoid space injection in between lumbal 4 and lumbal 5...
everything went well... very well indeed...
pastu dr samad(the operator) keluarkan that lil' fella!
the foetus was more or less 8cm long..
he was still moving! i saw his legs kicking!
and i saw his chest pumping...
then he stopped n never move again...

then akhirnye when the surgery ended
we took the mother to the recovery room
she asked for her foetus
the dad da amik da the foetus
he even took a picture of it before we put it into a container and give it to the family..
then we asked her whether she wants to see the picture of it
then die geleng at the same time air mata die menitis
aduh.. sedih nyee..

this is that lil' strong fella. we took a picture of it because it's very rare utk dpt keluarkan foetus secara whole mcm ni
it's an amazing experience for me...
dont worry baby.. be strong...
u'll be playing the the heaven in no time
wait for ur mommy there ok baby?

ok nak g nanges skarang!
babai!

ps: yaAllah, jauhkan lah dari hal2 sedemikian terjadi kepadaku, keluargaku dan teman2ku... amin...