watched "The Blind Side" for the 2nd time with sukma just now. very heart-warming story i tell u. sile la tgok sape yg belum tgok! well, talking bout doing charity and the good things for others mcm Leigh Ann did, the night before, on the way back from CL, with Sukma and Aya, us girls, talking bout a lot of things, and one of the topic that brought up was on how Sukma and i had this same dream on being a charity navigator. and gosh i was so happy to have someone that have the same 'angan-angan' like mine.
back in the days, when i was young, i mean as young as i can remember, five maybe six, it was hari raya i guess, coz i remember receiving so much duit raya from the adults. i was following my parents pergi beraya kot, it must be one of abah's bau2 bacang pnye relative, and she was very old, and the house was obviously not like mine, and the food she served for us was like almost nothing, and it was hari raya and she was, to my eyes, not wearing the supposedly baju raya and all lah. so i was so sedih. and when my mak and abah bid good byes and all, and called me to salam her, i hold my duit raya(not all of it la obviously) in my hand, and just salam that old lady, and gave her the money, and quickly ran to the car. back then, i really dont know what it was meant, but it just seems to be the right thing to do...
and just few years back, during the interview for the scholarship, the man who interviewed me, sit there and looked me right in the eyes and asked me, what do i want to do actually in my life, and for God Gracious' sake, i really dont know why, my eyes went blurry!! oh yeah people! i cried during my interview! as humiliating as it was to cry during the interview, i put myself in such a difficult situation to just explain to him that i wanted to make a change, to make a difference, to help the one in needs. sometimes, something are just too hard to be put into words and just meant to be kept inside aite?
berbalik kepada what sukma and i were talking bout in the taxi, we were like, 'owh, kite kan ramai kawan2 doctors sume kan, we can just simply recruit them on helping out a little bit here and there kan?', well the truth is, kawan2 kite sume, ade engineers, ade pilots, ade doctors, ade architects, ade accountants, and mcm2 lagi jenis career yg we all know that eventually we will all live dengan kecukupan, even kelebihan. and giving out a little bit wont hurt kankankan?
so ayuh lah kawan2, kite bersama2 tanamkan semangat untuk memberi!
mnggu lepas starting isnin, kanak2 skolah menengah kat sini kelam kabut berexam Ujian Nasional
tu lebih kurang sama ngan SPM kita.
and hari sebelum tu, kat TV, they were showing persediaan kanak2 skolah tu utk menghadapi their big important exam
hal2 yang biasa kite buat masa SPM dulu seperti study group, stay up, solat hajat and for the hindus, g candi utk doa kat diorng nye god, and macam2 lagi la.
what caught my eyes baru2 ni, bila masuk lam berita, kanak2 skolah ni membanjiri makam Gus Dur utk 'berdoa' because it's a 'makam penuh berkah'???? and ade yg berpusu2 tolak menolak utk minum air suci yg dibaca oleh ntah sape ntah? Astaghfirullahaladzim. kenapa la kene amalkan hal2 syirik mcm tu?? siap masuk tv bagai ag. arent they ashamed of themselves? aneh la manusia ni....
here in indonesia, hal2 aneh mmg slalu diorng amalkan.
before this, pernah ade dalam tv, sorang anak kecik named Ponari, umo 7 tahun kot, kene sambar petir ke ape ntah, then after that, a stone(batu) followed him home, and akhirnye tb2 berpusu2 manusia(we are talking bout thousands of people) membanjiri kawasan rumah dat boy untuk disembuhkan penyakit. and let me tell u how they did it, the people yg datang to his house, berpusu2 menghampiri Ponari with a container of water, then Ponari will put his hand holding the stone into the container of water, and the water will be drank by those people, and it'll cure any diseases they have. how ridiculous is that? not to mention the stone itself is not clean and Ponari's hand also might not be cleaned as well. most importantly, how can a mere stone cure any disease?
call me a skeptical. but i just need Him. Allah yang Maha Esa..
until last tuesday,i still couldnt believe that i had passed my osce!
siyes!! tak caye ke?
i siap rasa i da salah tgok result la ape la
then i literally have to g campus ag skali to tgok the result
and kebetulan nak try jubah for the graduation day nnt
so utk mengelakkan rasa xpercaya diri tu dtg lagi and utk mengelakkan the urge utk g campus ag smata2 nak tgok result just to make sure i tol2 lulus, i amek gambar
so tiap kali the low self-esteem dtg ag, just simply tgok gambar je xpyh susah2 g campus rite?
my mom da belikan tiket flight for the whole family nak dtg jakarta nnt
i even da booked a room for them for rm360 for 4nights**boley tahan murah la kan?**
the plan is, aniem and lil' a'an will be sleeping with me kat my room
and adam, alip and mak abah will stay at the hotel
the room is kinda luas coz it's a suite so i guess xperlu la nak amik smpai 2 bilik rite?
and also da g kat studio tnye kan price for studio photography session nnt
it was quite cheap and most importantly dekat ngan my house so xpayah travel jauh2
the price given was rp150k for 10 shoots and 5 best pics will be printed out for us(size besar)
last time ms jalan2 kat CL with sarah, there was this booth yg promotes their photography skills for weddings and pre-weddings. but i asked for graduation photos. and the guy there explained to me that the cheapest graduation package is rp280k for 3 pictures in an elegant album. but the picture is actually for 5-6 people only and if tambah sorng lagi(as our family consist of 7people termasuk lil' a'an) kene add up another rp100/person??**sbb nak kawal face expression masa picture taking akn jd bertambah susah sbb bertmbah org?? waterparkk??**
mahal gile la kan jadinye? da la diorng nye studio jauh nun di jakarta utara(i am in jakarta barat)
so it's obvious la kan which package that i will take?
skarang yg belum settle adelah rental car yg nak guna for jenjalan to bandung
nak the best(read:cheapest)price la kan as mak da berabes bnyak utk belikan flight tickets for the whole family dtg jakarta so kne la cut off bnyak2 skit belanja kat sini.. huhu~
ok dah la
nak menikmati cuti dgn hati yg tenang!
.::. a'an ckp die nak datang jakarta naik helikopter! hahaha~ hilarious!!